You look like an intervention poster child and have completely fucked up your life? I’m so scared for you, more scared than you are for yourself. You’re changing in front of my eyes and I wish I could do more to stop you but my past actions have already defamed me so much to the point where you simply don’t trust me. I don’t understand why you would lie to someone who has given you so much forgiveness, patience, and most of all love. And me.. Why should I trust someone who always lies to me? Why can’t you see that you have a perfectly good life, and that you’ve got to be completely utterly stupid to fuck it up like this? And why can’t you see what a good thing we had going before you went and fucked it all up?