January 2011
30 posts
Was so overwhelmed at the beginning of the week. Pushed through day by day. Now it’s Friday, I’ve just finished typing up the conclusion of a 4 page paper due tomorrow. I also have a midterm that I’m pretty confident about, but we’ll have to see about that. Also have homework due tomorrow. Was gonna go home, but seems like I’m going to have to wait till...
“I’m your darling to enjoy the party
dont get too excited cause...”
“Don’t get it right, just get it written.”
– James Thurber (via writingadvice)
Pretending
Everyday we do what we do, go to class, work, interact with friends and peers. How much is pretense? How much is real? I thought alot about what the world pretend means today. I’m sitting in my bed, aching all over, but I realize that not only am I physically aching I’m also experiencing one of the worst mental aching as far as I can remember.
I can’t pretend that I’m...
when i see that look on your face your face
LMAO so i fail at the 30 day challenge.
shouldve known that 30 day was too long of a challenge to hold my interest in. i thought it was interesting at first but it just turned out to be more of a chore than something i looked forward to.
for a good reason though. been getting back on my feet. it’s been hard but i’ll get through it. like i always have. and like we always will <3
haven't been on tumblr in a while
KTFO
HACKED MUHAHAHA >:]
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Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs...
1. ayo for yayo - andre nikatina
2. map of the problematique - muse
3. what am i to you - norah jones
4. luv[sic] pt 2. - nujabes
5. otha fish - the pharcyde
6. gravity - john mayer
7.because i got high - afroman
8. kickstarts - example
9. it wasnt me - shaggy
10. let a nigga know - saigon
o_o random.
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fmlstill stuck in bed my room is a complete mess somebody come save me
Really good song =)
And then when she gets upset tell her how you never mean to hurt no one Then you tell her that the only way her heart will mend is when she learns to love again And it won’t make sense right now but you’re still her friend And then you let her down so easily
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Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you...
Dear dad
It really really sucks sometimes when I come home for the holidays and you have to work super extra overtime so that you wont lose your job i wish sometimes we could sit down and watch espn again and maybe you would make some cold jokes and i would pretend to laugh but now you’re always gone and I’ve gone back to school.
Day 12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you...
I found out about tumblr in the summer of 2009. I start one just because I felt that it was a more efficient way to document the mumble jumble I think about in my head. My first couple of posts were way too time consuming. Then for a while I just wrote in here whole paragraphs I don’t at all :D. Now it’s just a reality show into my life. Hahaha.
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Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy,...
Happy:Kero One - When the Sunshine Comes
Sad: Death Cab - A Lack of Color
Bored: any kind of trip hop.
Hyped: Laidback Luke - My G.O.D.
Mad: Eminem - Go to sleep
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Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few...
Something I’m proud of is that I’m all settled in my room at school again. I cleaned up but kept the white christmas lights strung up above my bed.
Other than that, I’m proud that I didn’t get too stupid and die at TAO. And no one I knew got too fugged up either. PROUD OF THEM. :’). Ate soup plantation, best way to replenish your nutrients, guys!
Day 8: short term goals of the month and why
Well in January, I want to start getting back the good study habits I lost :(. Did lotsa planning ahead this quarter, have a vision of self that I want to see become reality and have start taking forward steps. It’s only a matter of time.
Other than that, go crazy, have fun, get straight As. Maybe buy a goldfish to work on my responsibility a little.
What the hell
just went on today. I got written up. For the first time since I’ve been to UCSD.
And right now I can’t believe all the crazy stupid things I did.
Time for school =)
