January 2012
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30 Things to stop doing to yourself
Stop spending time with the wrong people. – Life is too short to spend time with people who suck the happiness out of you. If someone wants you in their life, they’ll make room for you. You shouldn’t have to fight for a spot. Never, ever insist yourself to someone who continuously overlooks your worth. And remember, it’s not the people that stand by your side when you’re at your best, but...
December 2011
3 posts
Dear tumblr: it's been a while since we've crossed...
Just a little thought that crossed my mind today: what if my mom had been one of those parents that didn’t just care about their daughter’s academic superiority over other children? If that was the case, then would she have supported my decision to pursue art…? Instead, she pushed me into a public school expecting me to become another run of the mill office junkies when I grow...
Day 5 of being completely off benzos.
Physical symptoms are almost gone.
Psychological symptoms are going wild =(
Slept 2 hours last night.
November 2011
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October 2011
10 posts
I don’t know if you’ll ever read this or believe this.
Time and distance should mean nothing.
But it feels like you’ve already given me up.
Yet I believe that if we were truly meant to be together
In the end, you’ll find a happy ending.
Mistakes made on this road to wealth I still ain’t forgave myself Ay, what I am today I made myself but I still ain’t forgave myself For runnin to the grave getting closer to death I still ain’t forgave my self For anyone who ever wondered how I felt I still ain’t forgave myself
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September 2011
6 posts
As i fall deeper into a manic state Im a prime...
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desperation
is assigned a different meaning to different people. emotionally, however, my desperation comes from the fact that nothing i do seems to change or make things better for myself. trying to hold happiness in the palm of my hand, as if it were water, desperately trying to not let it trickle away. sometimes, we just all lose sight of what we really want in life - and at this moment that’s where...
september 6
Sometimes, I cant handle the cold/ Ill break another heart too fragile to hold/ Love dies, Im standing alone, painting false hopes is a habit Ive grown/ Come find, why I said I dont love you/ and instead I was humbled and content with the struggle/ That you gave me, and said that I was crazy/ Words became chains and love became safety/ I saw trust until I lost the view… And then I...
August 2011
6 posts
How long until
You look like an intervention poster child and have completely fucked up your life? I’m so scared for you, more scared than you are for yourself. You’re changing in front of my eyes and I wish I could do more to stop you but my past actions have already defamed me so much to the point where you simply don’t trust me. I don’t understand why you would lie to someone who has...
I want to leave because you always regained my trust back after betraying me.
I want to leave because you can just leave me anytime and I’d still wait around for you the whole day.
I want to leave because I have no trust in your words, your actions, and most of all your promises.
I want to leave because I hate the life I had before and I want to be a better person.
I want to leave...
“If you can capture a woman’s imagination, then you will have her. But...”
– Kathleen Tessaro (via kari-shma)
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Who’ll pay reparations on my soul?
One of my most brutally truthful posts.
I turned twenty earlier this month. No more teen years, lounging around waiting for the sun to set; no more being babied, being sheltered. No more acting like a fool.
When the summer started, I had already been on this road for a while. I used to say, “I’m no drug addict, I’m just a drug enthusiast!” And after seeing what substances can do to people, especially people...
July 2011
5 posts
In the past
In the past I was…
so naiive and quick to please
so ignorant of the ill intentions of the people around me
so gulliable and weak
Just talked some things out with one of my closest friends. It’s so sad how the way things turned out and what some people do. I never knew that some people could be so fucked up and I can’t believe I let those kind of people into my life. Oh well!...
June 2011
8 posts
❒ SINGLE ❒ TAKEN ✔HIGH AS FUCK
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Informing opposites
Most of the things I learned in high school have probably spilled out from my ears and erased itself from my memory. But I’ll always remember Mrs. Hallford’s discussion about informing opposites. Seems simple right? Most fundamentally, it’s the idea that informing opposites cannot exist without another. In the beginning, references the Genesis, light cannot possibly exist without...
May 2011
8 posts
Time to celebrate? What do differences really mean...
Last Sunday, as most of you know, President Obama announced to the United States that we had indeed killed one of the men on our most wanted list. Supporters stood outside the White House to celebrate the defeat of one of our biggest nemesis.
Sitting in my Sociology class, my professor interrupted his scheduled lecture to discuss the effects this had on us from a sociological standpoint. One...
April 2011
13 posts
